So here we go, about 20 minutes to midnight and the long post that I was hoping to put up for the day has been delayed. My little girl is into everything these days, so my wife and I spent a good chunk of the evening doing a bit of baby/kid-proofing for her safety and our peace of mind. Around the time we normally do clean up, our little one started crying and was inconsolable until she had some anbesol for the gums and a small snack to tide over the hunger that she had developed thanks to being too sore in the gums to eat. Stupid molars, don't they know that I have stuff to be working on? I guess not. In fact, not just the molars and baby proofing were a problem.
Just when it seemed we were going to be able to get her down for the night, she trips over my leg and head bonks into something hard. Up for another 40 minutes with an ice pack to prevent bumps and watching Disney's Robin Hood to pass the time. Good thing the movie is well done, because I've heard oo-da-lalee I don't know how many times. At least the kid has good taste.
Anywho, the main point being that life threw me a curve ball tonight, so the long post won't be up until later in the week. Hopefully I can complete the tip post tomorrow in time. If not, I will likely swap the schedule (my own) around. It is frustrating having a hiccup in the schedule that I came up with, but the funny thing is, a part of me is grateful for the hiccup.
Now, interruptions can be frustrating, time consuming, and just all around tiresome. However, when compared with the fact that I could have been dead at this point and not have had my liver transplant, a part of me is grateful to be alive to experience the frustration of day to day setbacks. I mean, nothing sets you back more than death. Pesky being dead thing has probably ruined a whole host of potential novels, projects, and essays with other writers. So for me, an evening lost because I had to look out for the interests of my little girl is a worthwhile trade.
True, I do feel behind at times and wish that I was further along in my career. True, I am looking at a late night of editing writing, editing sound for the podcast, and planning for the next phase of my Junk Journal book--but even as I sit here typing the earlier weariness has left me. There are lots of curve balls that life can throw your way, and I've had my fair share. But when I think about it...
I get to be alive. I get to write. I get to spend time with my family whom I love. Those are pretty nice blessings to be thankful for.
Being behind one night doesn't seem that bad after all.
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